Wednesday, February 28, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@10:13:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥

Heys
I am b0red are y0u?Actually,i am g0nna 0ff the c0mputer n0w but,u see i like stick t0 this c0mp already uhs..haha..i d0nt care!!!haha..niwae,I s0 the miss my f0rmer Malay Teacher:Cikgu Zarinah..she r0x dude..she make my interest in Malay m0re deeper..through her teahing I can learn m0re ab0ut malay,she make me and my friends understand 0ur mistakes,and make what we are n0w..G0sh c0z 0f malay i can step 0ut fr0m my pri skuel..pheww..haiz..i s000 the MISS her man!!haiz..lol..OMG!!i also miss my former friends..hehe..i also miss my former b0y friends..lol..they rox dude..they damn caring..but my boy classmates from 1H are m0re caring than they are..i d0 agree that m0st 0f my friends in Sec skuel are better.hehes..kk..aniway,got to go now..nytes everyone..have a nice dae tomoro ryte??peace out...
MUCH LOVE FIRRAHH
It's All About Trust .
♥
Last heartbreak@8:56:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
This is what Dayah wrote in her blog:haixs.well,i guess secondary life DO sarks!i HATE being a TEENAGER!i HATE falling in LOVE!i hate the FUCKERS!i HATE the NEW ENVIRONMENT!i HATE the PEOPLE(some)!i hate it!i hate it!i hate it!!!arrghh!it really sarks!i DO love my primary skool lifee.its only PEACE n HAPPY always.nott like THISS!arrghh!i think i just...GOH OVERSEAS AND STUDY DERE!MORE GOOD!COS I HATE MY SECONDARY LIFE!I HATE IT!*******but one thing datt makes my secondary life 50% rawks is datt aboutt all my GOOD FRIENDS.thanks too dem, dey make me happy & cheerfull 50% always.A BIGG APPLAUSE TO THEM (:sohh,anw,agaiin the FUCKERR gohh and tell his besties dat i "LIKE" hiim(his besties)WTF knn!this tyme,IN FRONTT OF MIE!!!i dunn like HIM larr!aargghhh!nn u c,supposed today is OUR day!MY day!but he still conqure itt siia!AARGGHH!justt **** off lar!he SARKS forever!n i WILL NEVER forgive a single thangg he ditt to me.NEVERR!faham!NEVER ):
And this is what i gonna write in my blog:haiz..i dunoe that life in Secondary Skuel is more SARKER than in primary skuels..actually..i hate falling in LOVE!!!Coz,it gave me an expression that because of LOVE the secondary skuel environment sarks..aniwae,it do sarks because having cuzzin sumore beside my dad in the same skuel!!gosh..she dont lyke me you see..whenever she saw me she will walk away..yek eleh..tau uh kau tu student counsellor tapi jangan nk act uh..wateva lh!!aniwae,as i was just saying,i hate being in love as it sarks..and the new environment i CAN adapt with the environment&the change of influences..i am scared that i might mix wrong with bad companies&get bad influences..btw..the f****er spread rumours agaen!!he such a pain in the ass at all times..NOW,dayah,really desperate,thinking of a way,not a way,but several ways to kick him out..gosh..i am feeling the same way as hidayah do..gosh..this is a really a matter that really needs CONFESSION!!yes..CONFESSION..KK..thinking,still thinking,not stop thinking..!!need ideas..leave me comments ayte..why are you like this lah??
It's All About Trust .
♥
Last heartbreak@8:30:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
Damm It!!!If just now he saw me he will have notice it but..
wasted..he such a guy that many girls will have crush on..but,we the girls cannot 'TAHAN'with his rude,pathetic,pervetic,respectless&arrogant behaviour...hehes..but,i guess..he's okeh..he alryte..hehe..dont think far uh..lol..gosh..just now Literature we gotta act..i guess MY GROUP HAVE DONE A GREAT JOB!!YAY!!tHUMBS uP!!HEHES..Oliver group also havedone not that bad performance..haha..our's the best!!lame!!LMAO!!lols..not got to go..but i wana go..coz i wan continue chatting with friends lh..nytes everybody..comment my blog ayte..take careI am in a Dilemma..
It's All About Trust .
Tuesday, February 27, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@8:24:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥


Heys
I cannot wait for the BLOOD SISTERS victory dae..Aniway,i passed my Maths common test&History!!!Gosh!!Maths i got 26/50,History i got 11/20 Gosh!!i am happy..eng i dun0e whether luck is by my side..haiz..can wait for the result tomoro..
as what Kak Su advice is:Dont use vulgarities oftenly..i wont..
Tomoro me,Dayah,Farah&Zarifah gona make REVENGEtowards the guy..he make my blood go upstairs..i cant be patient any longer with him..i gona make him regret for the whole of his life..He just an idiot that doesnt know how to take care others feelings..I am gonna complain this to the teacher incharge..Zhao Ming called me 'Penagih Dadah'..he told me Amirul asked him to say that...i was gona slapped his face..but i still can control..okeh..now i got to go..nytes..do leave me comments too..
*Eventohugh you are such an idiot i will still...*
It's All About Trust .
Monday, February 26, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@8:42:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
You made me feel as if i am nothing.You guess i dont have feelings?you
BLOODY IDIOT..you make people heart broken just because of you rude behaviour..and i dont believe you are this
EVIL!!i just can bear to see myself&my friends being hurt with ur behaviour..aku tahu lah kau tu '
FIERCE'fierce kepala otak kau berjambul uh..aku semangat?terime kaseh..tak semestinye kau tak b0leh **** aku kan??ape siol..fcuk lh..siallah..bdk buto...bodoh...panggel org bad word..ngoblok,bodoh,selenger lh..wateva lh..aku tk dgr ape-ape..LMAO...you can shut ur bloody mouth up..smack your bitch mouth up..sialan lah..buat bodoh sua jumpe muke kau..dumb ass siol kau..i wont be waiting for you NOW YOU BLOODY IDIOT
It's All About Trust .
♥
Last heartbreak@6:19:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
HelloI am keen to patch up things with them...We have been quarelling lately...I dunoe why???I've really changed..I guess,they thought that i am not the old Maghfirah that they ever knew..haiz,i guess things are going from BAD TO WORSE!!!They like as if avoid from being with me...i am now in the middle of something that is very critical..yes..very critical..this is FRIENDSHIP that have stand strong for 4 years...i guess i cant let this things happen by me just like that,i need to think fast,and act fast...I need to patch up things with them..haiz..what will happen next?Now,Insyirah,have keep avoiding herself from ME!!!Damn sia...i got problem @ sec skuel then still got problem with my former friends...i try to make them smile each and every day when i chat with them through Msn..I tried to make fool of my smile just to make my friends smile...Gosh!!what did i ever do wrong?is it that they think that i am avoiding them??is it that the think that i am not the old Maghfirah that they evr knew?for you guys information i am still the old Maghfirah that you guys ever knew..&&only that some of the negative behaviours @ the sec skuels have influenced me..but still i am still able to make my peers smile..i am still a joker&i still 'anggap' you guys as my bestest friends eventhough i have made new friends..I do admit that some of my sec skuel friends are better than me former friends...but,the memories with you guys are unforgetable,a camera cant catch the moments,the fun&happy moments with you guys..only memories that can catch all that..So,I hope that you guys can think it through..and tell me your answer as soon as possible..so,sorry peeps this entry is spescially for my peers from Primary skuel...*Still waiting for your answer..*sorry i cant express my feelings towards you unless you know how i feel*
It's All About Trust .
Saturday, February 24, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@10:03:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
Good NightI dont know what happen to me now because i am addicted to love..haha..you know something?I am truly in love with literature..hehe..very fun subject...
NO EXAMS FOR LITERATURE!!!YAY!!Yesterday something funneeh happened...hehes...between Zuhairi,Hakim,Me,Sumanjit&Farah...(not forgetting Kevin,Oliver&Zhao Ming).They really make me laugh my ass out sia...Zuhairi:Maghfirah,Farah sini sini.Korang nk tgk sumthing?Oliver:Both of you want to see something?Come here..Zhao Ming:*smiles*Me:huh?what is it lah?Farah:Ya lh..what?Oliver:Just come over here...*while handing a book to me*Me: *Flipping the pages*what lh???Farah:ya lor..what lh?Oli:Turn to the second page..*while laughing with Zhao Ming,Zuhairi&Kevin*Me:*surprised face*Siallah..what the hell is this..*lol..*Farah:Tsk2..Me:throws the book to the floor and pretend as if finding other book.*Farah:Korang ajar sak dier org..Me:tau tk pe...*staring @ the boys*Going back to the place where the boys are...Oli:Firah,want to see something?go and take the book on that floor...Me:kk..serious uh?Zuhairi:pergi lh ambek buku tao..yg kt lantai tu lh begok..
Me:diam lh..aku tau lh..
Flipping through the pages again..
Zhao Ming:Turn to the 2nd page..
Me:kk
turning to the 2nd pg.."nothing what.."
Jolene&Amira&Hazirah:
dont trun @ that page!!!why??nothing what..turns again..there it is the same page we saw earlier..Damm guys..u guys idiot lh..waliao..siallah..Sumanjit: Maghfirah help me..
Zuhairi:tk boleh tolong dier..
Me:Sumanjit kwn aku lh..
Me:i still wana help her..dont bully her lh boys..she my friend you noe
Kevin:Zuhairi also my friend leh..
Me:ya ryte..*fighting with Kevin..damm sia..*
Zuhairi stand up from his sit and i pulled Simajit out from behind the shelves..
Zhao Ming:Waliao Zuhairi.!!
Hakim:*looking blur*He jeling @ me like angry..haha..whatever lah..
They just make me smile and laugh..LMAO..
i simply love my girlfriends&boyfriends..k talking long long sak today me..k lah..gtg..nytes babe..
*
perasaan cinta ku terhadap mu telah membara bak api*
It's All About Trust .
♥
Last heartbreak@7:44:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
HeysToday is kinda stressful day for me,eventhough it is a weekend.I have to memorise 3 prayers,Al Ikhlas,Al Lahab&Al Nasr including the meaning too..Gosh really hard,next week gonna memorise:Al Fatihah,Al Nasr(Again)&Iftitah..Actually i am blogging while copying the History notes from Istiqa.I
SKIPPEDlessons from Monday,Tuesday,Thursday&Friday.Its not that i skip actually i was on MC..I was having high fever for
1 WEEK...It was damn restless...Haiz..So,i was
left out...
Need to copy notes espescially
HISTORY!!!So,i am
damn stressful today..I havent even study for the common test on monday and it is
MATHS!!!I dont even knows how to arrange my schedule for the week..I really do NEED A BREAK...Life is stressful now a days..i CURRENTLYNEED help in Maths...haiz..I am gonna smile like nothing is wrong..Cry like something have passed..So,i am gonna continues copying the HISTORY notes while watching Pesta Perdana...cant wait for the results..Orang islam mesti bersabar..Vote people vote for you fave..jangan lepas 10 malam,sebab dah lepas waktu haram
.. kwang3..I am
PHYSCO
*I cant leave w/o you now..i dunoe why...???*when you talk i can sense that i can leave w/o you...
It's All About Trust .
Friday, February 23, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@7:52:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥






Nytes
Do you know without friends you will not be able to achieve what you are now?I do believe in that sentence because i have gone through the situation before...I love friends...I love making new friends...Biaser lah peramah katakn..hehes..kk..crapness..aniway,life is boring without friends..let me repeat this YOU WILL BE A BORING DUMB ASS WITHOUT FRIENDS...such great friends have gone through troubles with me..they never leave me in whatever situation i am in..so,i am gona,keep smiling,eventhough i am sad because,my friends,will comfort me in whatever mood i am in..Friends never leave each other when one in a down situation..Friends never leave one another when one is crying,they will be crying together..So,now i am gonna appreciate every friends that i have made a day..I'll try to smile at everyone and make friends...No matter what gender there are...This entry is specially for my great friends..
*You guys will be my blood sisters ever!!!dayah,Farah,Zarifah&Firah..we shall stand strong together girls*
It's All About Trust .
♥
Last heartbreak@7:33:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥

Heys
Just now got common test uh..History&Geography...kinda HARD!!Gosh damn sak..aniway,Dayah,if you are reading my blog now i wanna tell you something..::You go girl!!you can do dear..just confess it that you really had a crush on him lah..i guess if i am in your shoes..i rather keep quiet and let him be my secret admirer..lol kk..im talking rot here..by the way,my blog damn boring sak,the blog skin sux..im gonna upgrade with the help with my great friends...
You gonna regret this guy...you know that i have a crush on you..but..
It's All About Trust .
♥
Last heartbreak@6:24:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
School just now is superb fun...i had lots of fun with friends..Espescially Hakeem,Amirul,Zhao Ming,Zuhairi,Oliver,Kevin,Dayah,Farah,Dijah,Haryani...hehes..It was so damn funny sak...just now our class got remedial less0n f0r mathematics s0 i went back first.Remedial class starts @ 3,still g0t time.Farah waited for me @ the bus st0p.We went t0 the library because all 0f 0ur classmates are there...hmm..what happen next???uh huh..Zuhairi&Oliver called me &Farah 0ver t0 their place c0z they wana sh0w some pics.oMG!!This part im n0t g0nna tell..its pathetic&lame&pervetic...Hakim,Zuhairi,Zha0 Ming,Kevin&Oliver bullied Sumanjit sia..waliao..hehes..pity her...she kinda blur at that p0int 0f time..im damn angry with that bl00dy idi0t Zuhairi..played with my name,he called me Mcd0nald,Mcflurry,what s0 ever lah..but,he's a nice friend..hehes..so,i'll update m0re later uh..im kinda lazy to type 0ur what happened just n0w..t00 many things happened...i really *hearts* my new buddies..they are the best..but,i d0 miss my former classmates..Insyirah lose c0ntact with me,she like as if av0iding herself fr0m my friends and i..no idea what the reas0n is,whatever it is..i MISS them..Oh Gosh!My brother gonna go tution now,i wana send him to school..d0nt wana him play truant..tsk2..kk..take care for now..*smiles*
*Whatever it is!you are the best in my life!*
It's All About Trust .
Thursday, February 22, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@10:42:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
Night!!!School in the sec0ndary school is superb for me as I have many great new friends..hehes..lol..aniway,my 'boyfriends' in my class are quite handsome but i dont even like any,aniwae,im just focusing on study first love later..my relatives&parents advice me to think ab0ut studying first.My friends in sec school are way too matured.haha...first i met Farah,secondly Zarifah,thirdly Hidayah,and so on and so forth...but some of them are Dijah,Haryani,Irah,Amira,Jolene,Istiqa,Hakeem,Amirul,Hilmi&irritating Farhan..have uh some more malay friends but i kinda not that close woth that...then the pictures are now uploaded here..so see you guys nest time right..nytes everybody...
*I will be up0n y0ur s0ul..*
It's All About Trust .
♥
Last heartbreak@10:08:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
Hello...this is the first entry in my blog...so what's up with my life?hmm..kinda fun...actually to tell you the truth..i am leading a simple life yet c0mplicated..yes..you know why?my life is full of ups and downs..Gosh..this gonna be really challenging for me..but,what can i do?haiz..whatever it is..i am gona continue living in this earth until my time is up...lol..kk..i am kinda lecturing here..anyone who cant bear with my lectures can press the red X butt0n there..hehes...so,wish that anyone who visits my blog can give me comments to h0w t0 upgrade my bl0g..kk..s0,f0r n0w take care...have an early night..(Gosh!Now the cl0ck sh0ws 10.13 sharp)lol..kk..i am n0t g0nna sleep but..friendstering while studying for my Geo&Hist0ry test tomoro..Pray for me aytes..
LiFe WoUlD bE eAsIeR wItHoUt YoU bY mY sIdE...=)
It's All About Trust .