Monday, April 30, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@8:13:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥

Sorry for not asking for your permission Sargeant!wanna surprise your larh sey:)
Hell yea!Today rocks dude!Lessons were fun!3 free periods!but but,need to do geog test what so ever.fark larh!hehes,anw,during geog&art free lessons Zuhairi sat on zack's place and i was in between two boys,Hilmi on my right,Zuhairi on my left.sheesh.That sarks!i was bullied.nah,get used to it often:) anw,today i need not stay back for the maths thingy i did well..Alhamdulillah:) anw,during recess time was a lovely one.You know why?dayah &and me was queueing to buy drinks,i saw sargeant Liyana,she took a straw after buying her drinks,then i decided to tegur her,then when she turned and looked at me,she hugged me.:)i hugged her back,i was like wana cry yar.she say take care okeh,i saed okeh.so sweet.that's what i was dreaming of,On the ORD night,i wana hug her but we were rushing for home so no time.My wish was granted,you get what i mean?Sargeant Liyana is the sweetest.:) hell yea,my other instructors are sweet tuhs.anw,during eng lesson me &irahh went toilet saw Staff Mardhiah,smiled&saed Hi!She asked how am i doing.i smiled;fine=))
During recess saw her again,im not bored seeing her coz i simply miss her,but but i didnt saw sargeant masturah..sad larh sey..:'( anw,gtg bye..
p.s:To my dearest Sargeant Liyana,thx for everything,well sorry for not giving you any presents/gifts.But but,dont get it wrong,u're the one i <33.thx for the hug!I wished for it & u grant it:)>
It's All About Trust .
Sunday, April 29, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@10:19:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥

Today sarks!
Simply sarks!Yesterday slept over Mami's house;cik minah's house larh sey!today,kak Ina went back to Kedah larh sey!so boring.Miss the time spent with her.I miss Kak Ina's laughter,Abg Baba's jokes,Wardinah's everything!I miss bathing with her!I know that's gross&pathetic but she's just a 8 years old village girl larh sey!dont mind alright!ikutkan aje cakap die.aniwae,today simply talking about kak ina went home.tt's all..but i just wana add that on last Friday that was the ORD night it was a non-stop crying night!aniwae,yesterday msg-ed staff Mardhiah,Sargeant Masturah &Master Ayu..fun larh sey..lepaskn rinduu kate kn..aniwae,thx to sargeant liyana for the pics..i love her cans?she's sweet.:)
It's All About Trust .
Saturday, April 28, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@6:14:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
We the Part A's with Staff Mardhiah,Sargeant Masturah&Sargeant Major Syuhairah

The ORD night 07/Memorable NightI did have 'fun'!I will only talk about whathappened today & yesterday the main ones...Today,just came back from Madrasah.Madrasah was fun bcoz of Azrul&Fadly.Ustazah never come but her sister relieve her.Today went for the Yellow Ribbon thingy fun!haha..we collected funds @ white sands so i decided to call Kak Oyah and donate some so i did!& she came with Abg Khairi..thx so much love..<3>
Yesterday,went to the ORD night.We had lotsa fun at first.we played games,then rained heavily!:'( so we decided to eat first,then Sargeant Major Syuhairah & Sargeant Nadirah came Ma'am saed Part A's u see ur two seniors are still dry so are u thinking what im thinking we were like yaness!sabo-ing time..we pulled them to the rain..yaness & toliet all wet!They saed alamak part A!:P Then we saboed Staff Mardhiah & Master Ayu!Fun larh sey!They were like heavy as i thought!huuhuu..they werelike shouting all the way espescially Staff Mardhiah binget gilerr..:) then after that we played sand castle game grouped with Master Ayu& it was greatt!She's sporting && Staff mardhiah & me were like 'fighting'!Right after the sand castle thingy we were supposed to bury our seniors && yay!!sabo-ing!kesian seyy!after all the burying the seniors chased us Master caught me & she threw sand towards me & greatt!then Part A's need to fall in & diam our seniors took this opportunity to saboe us too..they put sand in our clothes..bestt!then changed clothes all that performance time!I looked around searching for Sargeant Liyana but sad liao she's not there haiz..then we performed..Part D's were like Part A! Part A!Part A!This is the most emotional part.Part C's made their speech Corporal Khaliesa said the speech tears rolling down her cheeks,so do i!i dunoe why i was so emotional where else there is nothing to do with me.They cried and i was like crying non stop i cant stop!people around me comforted me!i covered my face with the cap.Haiz,then Part D's performed they sang they cried,i just cant tahan i CRIED!I just remembered the moments i spent with my seniors..its just like 4months we together and now they are stepping down?rubbish!they gave speech i just cant stop crying upon hearing their speech they are lovely & sweet.I still cannot believe that they are leaving us.I cant go on without my seniors encouragement they are the ones who always told me to endure!they are simply the ones who made me smile(: i just cant believe it.I cried alot yesterday.After all the performance & speech exchanged gifts their gifts are lovely just like the ones who gave us.Staff Mardhiah told us to be united no matter what,she told us to endure!she told ur to shudder about quitting.she gave us a big hug which i cried while hugging her.i had no mood about taking all the foods yesterday,what i thought was how am i gona survive without my seniors?Sargeant Major Syuhairah approached me and told me that i was the one who cried alot.She told me not to be sad.She hugged me;i cried.she saed u will miss me right.She asked me whether im gona miss her?tears rolled down my cheeks;i cant bear with my tears.i cried.Staff Khairina smiled:) she approached me & gave me a hug and told me to smile at her if i saw her in the 293 bus.and so i cried!On the way back corporal zafirah&rozillah teman us to tampines interchange by bus number 31.On the way to the bus stop,i cried like hell corporal Zafirah comforted me & told me not to cry & she said that if i cry she is going to cry too..so sweet..i just cried whole hell!in the bus i read the message Staff Mardhiah gave i cried,she;s sweet tho!
To all my seniors.thx for everything that you guys have done to us the part A's.Eventho,u guys scolded us and sumtimes it do hurts we know that is just for our own good,once u guys punished us at first we do admit that we hated u guys for punishing us till our body aches we sooner realise that we gota endure!Once a seagirl always a seagirl!& i promise one of the part a cadets that we the '24 warriors' will stay united!thx for ur love,encouragement & eveything that taught us to be a good cadet!
P.S;To staff Mardhiah;the 3 baduts will stay united too:)This is the song that my seniors sang to us:enjoy:)
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@9:31:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
Memories Together
Camera Cant Capture The Fun Times We Had Together;Even though Blood Sisters Arent Together Any Longer;I hope Our friendship will still stay
I WILL STILL LOVE BLOOD SISTERS 1,2 & 4
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Last heartbreak@8:05:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
Hello:DGlad to say that we nearly finished the dance steps!But today was absolutely confusing for me.I had a fight with dayah.idont know why suddenly i kept thinking of negative points.haiz,just forget about it.I hope eventhough Blood Sisters are no longer there we are still close as we are.Late in the afternoon decided to practice the dance steps with my dear steadies from ncc but it turned out that we are some sort of 'fighting' at last calmed.!! heehee.Anw,im alone at home now.Mum,Dad & Bro go visit my 'Mami' =aunt in the hospital,she is coma.haiz.I hope the very best for her.Amin.Okeh,then,lessons were fun except for history Zuhairi,Hakim&Amirul skipped.i guessed they just wana play truant..peace..aniwae,i have no comments about it so full stop! =))
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Monday, April 23, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@8:53:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
Hello:))I just remembered the time that Aqil & I had spent together during our kindergarten years...He was the one who protected me through my bad times.Yea,many obstacles come through our way but..we managed to face all of those.He know my goods & bads since we have been friends for 9 years.We were once rumoured as lovers but,we managed to tell all our friends that we are 'cousins'even though we are not truely related we still make it up.:)) He's such a lovely,funny,caring & good loking one.My mum knew about our relationship.His family & mine also treat others as a part of theirs/ours.we loved one another.He is a Tampines secondary pupil while i am a springfield secondary pupil.We did try to choose the same school but because of our learning standard it became a barrier for us.He is the one who cheered me up when im down,help me when im in the bad times,cried with me,laughed with me & joked with me.<3>
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Last heartbreak@6:23:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
RIGHT!For 3 days straight i didn't on the computer due to problems,tiredness.okeh let me tell you what happened.Friday>Bullying day!I was bullied& i bullied people!Yayness!I was bullied by;Hilmi,Amirul,Zhao Ming,Dion,Zuhairi &Yi Jie!sad larh sey!I was like being trapped in their trap!Sarks!urgh!Then later in the afternoon was NCC we practiced for the affirmation ceremony that was held the next morning.Practice;practice;prcatice go home! Went home with Corporal Rozillah & most of my friends said that our face do look alike &and they asked whether we are siblings or related in what so ever!=)) After reached home we went to bedok wana fetch Wardina to sleep over at our house but it turns that she doesn't want to tagged along so we never bring her home larhs.SaturdayIt was a stressful day!Fark!That morning we had maths remedial.&& Farah,Zarifah,Istiqa & me wore the Ncc sea no.3 uniform to the remedial and everybody in the class wre like cey cey!sarks!very pai sey liao..woo hoo!then after that had the affirmation ceremony very gabra + nervous..hehes..sang the ncc song & the pledge..hehe..memorised it!yayaness!went home around 12+.reached home do all homeworks & memorised the Al-Mau'un surah for religious class in the late afternoon.went madrasah FUN!hehes..there were many jokes being cracked by Fadhly!haha..then went home met nazrah & Filzah for awhile tada!home!around 8+ went to cik minah's house again as we were sleeping over there!fun!me & nuurul slept in grandma's room..hehe..one time while we were talking were suddenly felt an eerie feeling we hurriedly went to the living room && my aunties & uncles were like shocked larhs!why?why?haiz..tu lah maen2 lagii..and i was like..huh?then we went in again with the lights on..at last slept peacefully @ around 1+ am.woo hoo!i w0ke up at around 6 in the moring when my stomach aches..done my business went back to sleep then woke up again and change the thingy!then slept & ajak wardinah sleep with us then slept & wokle up at 7.30 sharp!hehe..Sunday!Family problems came spreading from many ways!i cant express it in here as it were wayy tooo confidential,it happens in a glance..that sarks!we were like having fun yesterday laughing & cracking jokes while on sunday we were like fighting?shit!i dont like this kind of situation.fark!anw,just came back from sunplaza park to practice the dance with my dears!we met @ interchange & ate at small mac!yum!met many of my formers school mates!miss them!The entry should be alright!
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Thursday, April 19, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@8:59:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
Hell yea?RIGHT!Lessons today were a bit boring due to some problems.Aniwae,just now during maths lesson Zack threw his tantrum once again. && that sarks!That is the time when zhao ming told me to calm zack down.Do you think I am zack's wife or what?Hell yea! I have better things to do than that!aniwae,during Design & Technology Lesson zack vandalised the wooden table and he wrote'i love Marghfirah'i wonder who's that girl.Dion,Zhao Ming,Zuhairi,kevin & other guys were like asking me to look at that 'awesome vandalised table'!Fark!Then, i was like so?im not Marghfirah but..Nurmaghfirah && i wont accept the fact that i will like zack.and that'e end of it!aniwae,Zuhairi took a picture of it using his handphone & showed to me,his Hp being confiscated by Mr Chiu.He was like,'no,our teacher say if saw anybody vandalising we need to take picture of it' & i was like,'RIGHT!'.That lesson were full of knocking && nailing.Fun!After that lesson was recess,zuhairi once again showed me that picture & i told him'aku tak suka dia'.then zuhairi replied,'tapi die suke kau'.i said'watever larh!'Then,oftenly he told me that zack like me even though i dont.!and that sarks too!During History lesson there was a relieve teacher and we were supposed to read a paragraph.Zhao Ming was the first!He saboed me to be the next.urgh!Next,i saboed Zuhairi,&& the whole class were like'ehem,ehem,ehem'Hakim shouted'cey!pilih mcm ader makne je'that sarks!an unacceptable accusation!I love being saboed && i enjoy sabo-ing people.hehe.RIGHT!After school there was a need to stay back for a Maths re-test.quite an easy one,stay back watched zarifah&haryani in the Scrabble competition.Greatt!They won over zack & howard...that's greatt!Well-done girls!I LOVEE you girls!My girl friends!Tomorrow have NCC SEA.Should end here right?(:
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@7:08:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
HELLO(: yesterday was alright!hehes..aniway,yesterday lessons were extra fun espesially MALAY!!kekek..Cikgu Aziz mendeklamasikan sajak!:P we were like laughing our ass out siarkh!aniway,after school we went and met Ma'am as Zarifah needed to take her No.3 uniform,so we went to NCC SEA room && take her clothes,so Ma'am told Farah to search for some girls who needed to take their things,so Farah went.Me&Zarifah stayed with ma'am in the room && Staff Mardhiah came..but but,before that on our way to the NCC SEA room we saw staff mardhiah so,i wana tegur her then i called her Ma'am i was soo embarrased sak.!hehe..she was like laughing..sheesh.after that @ ncc sea room we stayed for so long with Staff Mardhiah..Ma'am left,so we the 3 baduts[zarifah,farah&me] & staff Mardhiah were the only ones who were ine the room,we talked talked,laughed laughed,joked,joked && at last we decided to tell one another ghost stories..it was scary,hair standing && freaking stories ones but it was fun indeed.!Staff is friendly but we didnt notice her friendliness as we always met her during ncc training that makes her strict.&& after all those stories it was around 3 or 4 + we went home.then then..saw DEAREST DAYAHH during her netball training..she was greatttt!hehes..TODAYYY!!!Today,hmm lessons were as usual... nothing fun about it,had Geog test!sarks!i guessed i'll fail the tes siarkh due to my laziness..fark larhs! && after Geog we had assembly talked abput Mid year examinations && student counsellors inventures..huuhuu..then then had IT classes,Mr Kok cant be patient with our class any longer so he dissmissed us early by 15 or 5 mintues before our dissmissal time..fark!zarifah went to practice her scarbble,i went home with farah,dayah & tje ying.we went separate ways,so me & farah decided to lepak for awhile,saw kelvin,zheng xion,howard,sumajit,zack&jian wei.hehes..kelvin u rox dude!hehes..he such a funny class mate..hehe..i lurvvee my classmates they are fun fun fun!!yayness..glad to be a ONE-Hian..lol..then then,went home boarded 293.done homeworks lepak @ home then Aqil & cik eton came to my house,AQIL ure the best bro!i lurvee eu..hehes..we were like craziee dudes && ncc cadets..we were like as if taking each other photos fighting urgh!!then,Aqil,he crawled on the floor and lied on the floor.i took his pic crazziee!i ;love him as a BROTHER,SPECIAL FRIEND,'CUZZIN'..he's loving craziie..i love everybody in my life..the crazy people.. (:
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Monday, April 16, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@7:22:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
JUST QUICKLY COPY & PASTE; DON'T SPOIL
IT! Name 10 people you can think of
right
off the top of ur head. Don't read the
questions
underneath until you write the names of
all 10 people. This is a lot funnier if
you
actually randomly list the names 1st.
No
cheating!
1. HIDAYAH
2. FARAH
3. ZARIFAH
4. HILMI
5. HAKEEM
6. OLIVER
7. JIALYN
8. FARHAN
9. AMIRA
10. ISTIQA
DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED OUT
THE
TOP!
How'd u meet 3?
WE ARE IN THE SAME CLASS
What would you do if you had never met
number 1?
REGRET =))
What would you do if 6 and 2 were
going out?
HAPPY FOR THEM =))
Have you ever seen 4 cry?
YEA!
Where did you meet number 10?
PRIMARY SKUEL..OUR BROTHERS ARE FRIENDS,BT WE NVR TALK
How do you know 8?
FUNNY&&IRRITATING
What do you think about 7?
CHONG MING
What would you do if 5 confessed they
like you?
HE DID CONFESSED
A fact/or something about 9?
CUTE?!?
Who is 2 going out with?
HILMI
What's 4 do for a living?
STUDYING
Would you ever live with number 8?
YES
Where does 3 live?
TAMPINES
What do you like about number 1?
TALL, PRETTY AND FUNNY!
Is 2 your best friend?
yes
Do you miss number 3?
yes.eventho i see her everyday lol
What is your opinion of number 5?
quite kind =))
Is 10 a power ranger?
she is my heroine && girl friend
Repost as: Name 10 ppl
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Last heartbreak@12:33:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
ONALASKA - We all ask why do our friends go behind out back all the time? Why are the our best friend sometimes and not always? Well here I have answers. For many years I myself have had friendship problems, from one friend talking behind my back to two friends always being there for me, never wanting to hurt me. In this entry and in more that will come I will be giving tips on all parts of life. Somedays I will have a movie or sometime of thing others will just be help from I, Mollie. Okay to start off sometimes you may be hanging around with the wrong group for instance, you could be hanging with the most "popular" group in school but you could be feeling left out. This is because these are not your real friends, friends are the ones who you can be your self around, not have to act like another person in the group jsut to fit in. You need to hang out with the right group in order to feel you have "good" friends. I know this because I have myself been cought in this situation were I was hanging with the wrong group. The wrong group isn't always the group that always gets in trouble, there are different ways to look at the word "wrong". Secondly you have to actully be yourself you can't act like you are but then everyone knows your not. You have to trust that no matter how hard life may be there is always someone else out there that has it harder then you. Thirdly you can't just hang out with a group just because every one in that group has a boyfriend/girlfriend, you have to remeber there are other groups who are just like you. Thinking no one like them or that they don't fit it, you have to remeber that the reason that they are like that is because the other groups wouldn't let them be in there group. Really when you think about it everyone is the same, just others stand out more when the are "weird" because no one ever gave them a chance to fit in so they felt that they misewell be who they really want to be, but inside no one wants to bo the kid with no friends or the "weird" table. So next time when you think of making fun of someone just think, "I complain and complain about how hard my life is,but i am making this kid's life this much harder by making fun of them."
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Last heartbreak@11:07:00 AM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
HELLO(: it seems a long time since i last update..heehee..quite busy lately,with many personal problems.Anw,on Saturday chatted with My dearest Dayahh about the FLIRT matter.The flirt just sarks.The word FLIRT just seems to suits her the most..she just accused me without any reasons or proofs..Today i am sick;i had diaorheao,zarifah my dearest too..I hope things will improved much better now.Hoping that the flirt can be given time to repent && knowing her true colours;Now,i just hate flirts.She once did accused me && zarifah FLIRTS!wat the fark ryte?She wanna attention!she's an ATTENTION SEEKER!Fark larh*.Hope that blog readers you guys can just contact me if you wana know more.haiz,yesterday,Cik Nor[my uncle] was admitted in the hospitel due to his heart attack,scary you know.He was like looking soooo pale..&& yesterday my dearest abg angkat messaged me,he's such a caring one..loving too..I am missing my dear ones @ skuel.Hoping tomorrow i will get well soon.In my mind there's nothing except this FLIRT'S problem with me!Did i ever accused her blindly?Did i ever offended her?Did i offended her by my words?You guys should know by now that sometimes my words are quite rough && painful indeed..Presicely,she should told me earlier that she felt offended.&& why should she accused me until this level?I just cant believe of being her friend.If i knew much earlier that she was this kind!ONE OF A KIND!i would not be friending her.That's the end!My problems were not indicated with a fullstop!sometimes,my problem indicate a commar followed by an exclamation mark!That sarks!i just cant believe!That's the end!the entry for today will end here alryte?Taking care all =))
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Friday, April 13, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@2:15:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
Yo!Today i had the Bedok Reservoir Run.I am not able to get Top 10 but i did tried my veryy best!As what Farah said'We arent supposed to give up upon our failure,as long as we did tried our veryy best!!ANiway,after the all the running it was time for prize giving!the competitors in our class al were like for sure 1H dont get anything,but out guess were absolutely wrong!1H did get sumthing!Girls competitors won 3rd place for overall team!we were like!OMGSH!Did we heard wrongly?hehe..then,we were like pai sey pai sey ones..we clumsy sia.(: then boys did get sumthing they appeared in 3rd place too!yayness!woo hoo~ anw,after all things things,we headed home.but before that we the BLOOD SISTERS! decide to go TM!I semangat already u noe!then suddenly changed their minds..urgh!anw,Dion wanna tagged along too,but he went off with Hilmi,Hakeem,Oliver,Gilbert and so on..so,dayah went TM with Bernice,Xiao Fu&others.Me,Farah,Zarifah,Amalina&Jian Wei walked from Bedok reservoir walked home!sheesh..They all asked me to tagged along to Junyuan primary and disguised as an X junyuan pri.But i rejected.i very tired liao.then,we went to Seven eleven.I topped up my Ezlink card zarifah bought chocolates&drink.then,they heade back to juyuan&i board the 293 bus!yipee!home at last!now im blogging here.Then in the bus,i msg-ed Hilmi whether they 100% going Tm,then he saed yea.I 50% wana go 50% dont wana go.then i was like,dont want larh.then he asked me to tag along.then i was like,the bus just came out from interchange,i was lazy to patah balik.he saed,'g TM uh,hidayah p0n ader tao'then,i say sori uh next time.im tired.okeh the entry will end here okeh?
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Thursday, April 12, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@5:50:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
Yesterday was a LEMONY&CHICKEN RICE DAY! as bcoz yesteday i ate chicken rice lemon twice @ skuel..huuhuu..still wanting it&starving for it..it was marvellous..(: RIGHT! && yesterday i ate black pepper chicken rice twice @ home!i ate for times of chicken rice..siallah..huuhuu..today i nvr go for ncc bcoz i got gastric&stomach cramp..pain sia..if im not in pain i will go to ncc sea..boring sia..but.just now watch Scrabble copmpetiton..Zarifah&Haryani team won!yay!!hhaha..dunoe yet lerh...:P anw,just now during D&T lesson Zuhairi&Hilmi bully me!fark lah..zuhairi go and pull my chair luckily i noticed it..haha..i was abt to fall when i pull back my chair!then Dion made me shocked outa my life he go and shout loudly like a girl then i was so terperanjat i shouted..argh!then i myself and others luffed..embarrasing sak..*blushes*zuhairi shouted too.but i tried nt to be shocked..urgh!then,zuhairi tarik my chair twice,the second time Mr Chu noticed it,lucky me!sori zuhairi(:,anw,hilmi also bullied me,he was like,firah zack tuu zack tuu..alamk!then,he used a metal ruler then he jilat sia..then he go put his saliva ! za's and mine uniform..urgh!dirty!norty2..but,he apologised.accepted(: anw,tomoro,Bedok reservoir Run..fark..i joined..dayah go register my name sia..urgh!i cant!i cant do it!4.5km u noe!sedangkan 2.4 km akuu dgn farah dh tk de nafas,nk kate kn 4.5 km?confirm pengsan siak kte org!anw,wish me luck ayte!Tc(:
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@9:02:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
19 MORE DAYS TO YAYA BITHDAY!HEPI ADVANCED BIRTHDAY SYG KUU
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Last heartbreak@8:52:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
HuuHuu..today was damn damn fun fun gerek!=D coz today the Part A of the NCC SEA cadets when to Amoy Que Camp to Train Fire..LOL..memenatkan je..haiz..akuu jadi IC plak tu.bus third siak.fark lah!pheww..Staff Mardhiah chose me sak.in the toilet..kejadian di dlm toilet.seorang budak perempuan dari sekolah menegah springfield telah dipilih utk menjadi IC for Ncc sea..and she was shock to death!huuhuu..okeh okeh..mapek!*firah stop it can or nt?* huuhuu..anw,just now Ma'am @ the Camp was damn fierce!i was like..okeh..better not for me!&& she asked me wats my total strength then i was like okeh..count count count..get 22 xcluding myself..shees.count 21..urgh!then at last get 23!fark lah!then she was like sure?sure?..okeh gtg..bye..nyte..u an* <33
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Monday, April 9, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@7:09:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
HELLO!(: today during lessons was a BLAST!yahoo!many thing happens..huuhuu..anw,today got IT lesson with Mr Kok.so it was fun larh..hehe.But today Mr Kok was XTRA strict.usually,he was easy going,but when there is a fight,he was lyke melenting sey..wat lah sey!spoil his mood..anw,he start the lesson a bit late.he started around 3+?ya like tt lah.anw,among Irah-licious[Jie hazirah],AMira-licious&Firah-licious[ME!] I am the Giler-est..huuhuu..fun larh seyy to top sumthing!Amira is the biol-est.huuhuu..im second!hehes..Irah is the gundu-ness..hehe,,im 3rd!hip hip!boo!hehs..anw,i will blog tomoro insyallah..toodles..taking care all~~ whee!btw,yesterday,kte org tk jadi gi escape theme park sbb ader sbb tertentu larh deyy...to all readers yang paham F language bace iyer?huuhuu..
AFAKUFU SUFUKEFE DIFIYEFE TAFAPIFI AFAKUFU TAKFAK TAFAHUFU MAFACAMFAM NERFER NAKFAK BIFILANGFANG DIFIYERFER.HAFAIZFIZ.TAKFAKPEFE LARHFARH.AFAKUFU NAKFAK CONFONFESSFESS PONFON TAFAKUTFUT.CAFAKAP SEFEMAFANGATFAT.AFAPEFE LARHFARH FIFIRAHFAH!BLUEKFLUEK!BOOFOO!
It's All About Trust .
Saturday, April 7, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@11:48:00 AM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
She was only five
This is what happened
When she was alive...
Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic
Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair
She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound
Until her parents
unlock the door
> >Some more and more pain
> >She'll have to endure
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> >A bruise on her leg
> >A scar on her face
> >Why would she be
> >In such a horrible place?
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> >But she grabs her bear
> >And softly crys
> >She loves her parents
> >But they want her to die
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> >She sits in the corner
> >Quiet but thinking,
> >"Please God, why is
> >My life always sinking? "
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> >Such a bad life
> >For a sad little kid
> >She'd get beaten and beaten
> >For anything she did
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> >Then one night
> >Her mom came home high
> >And the poor child was beaten
> >As hours went by
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> >Then her mom suddenly
> >Grabbed for a blade
> >It was sharp and pointy
One that she made
She thrusted the blade
Right in her chest,
"You deserve to die
You worthless pest!"
The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dieing
She grabbed her bear
And again started crying
Police showed up
At the small little house
Then quickly barged in
Everything quiet as a mouse
One officer slowly
Opened a door
To find the little girl
Lieing on the floor
It must have been bad
To go through so much harm
But at least she died
With her best friend in her arms
A child dies everyday from child
abuse. And if you have an ounce of
pity in you for little Auroura and you
hate child abuse with a passion you
will repost this and help out those
abused children and let them know that
someone cared for them. It doesn't
take that long only about 10 seconds
so please just do it
It's All About Trust .
♥
Last heartbreak@11:15:00 AM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
Yay!Today going Taman Warisan!got my relative's marriage!yahoo!tomoro,going to Escape Theme Park!yayness!with my cuzzies family..arha!(: cant wait sak.hehes..k larhs till here,the entry for today coz i will be friendstering in the mean while(:22 MORE DAYS TO DAYAH'S BIRTHDAY!(:MUCH LOVE FIRAH
It's All About Trust .
Friday, April 6, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@11:16:00 AM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
Yayness!This weekend gonna go Escape theme park with my cuzzies.woo hoo~~today so boring liao.in the morning i woke up,ate,then sms-ed my friend,Hilmi,then tts all.later gona go Tampines St 23 go pay bills.then in the afternoon;going to rumah cik minah..lmao X)..tomoro got religious class not going coz going for my relative's marriage at Taman Warisan.woo hoo!haiz..so tired larhs.lmao X) will update more later in the night or afternoon.coz gtg now(: bye..the entry will end here for today yea?(:
MUCH LOVEE FIRAH(:
It's All About Trust .
Thursday, April 5, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@8:08:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
Hidayah!Hidayah!Hidayah!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!I appreciate ur LOVE&saluteness towards me!i salute u tuhs..anw,eventhough Dayah quite blur&
PENG sumtymes bt she is still my bestest friend&sister indeed..ask uh my friends..if u dont believe..lol..thx dayah!<33..ive nothing to do today,so decided to blog blog blog blog and blog!huahuahua..huuhuu.. X)
It's All About Trust .
♥
Last heartbreak@7:58:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
Just now,i was like flipping through my pri school year book last year,looking at my 2006 class photo.many fun memories.huahuahua..i still remember my lil rascals from my class.esp BOYS!damn GREAT!haha..then i was like trying to recall every person's name from my class.Starting from the Girls;Alryka,Cheryl,Lily,Chun Jia,Yi Jun,Hazel,Ting Xuan,Kai wen,Michelle,Lynette,Yi ying,Nyen Ting,Insyira,Ct,Farahin,azfryna,Quan Lin,Dai tong,Lok Yee&Orlena.While the boys;Benedict,Elton,Kian Jun,Shawn,Yew Kee,George,Lester,He han,David,Wei jie,Wei rong,Azim,Khaider,Brendon,Ruzaini,Alexis&Jeremy..huahuahua..good memory Maghfirah!well done!hahax..kidding.refrshing my mind larhs..anything just contact me yeas?Nytes.!(:
It's All About Trust .
♥
Last heartbreak@7:50:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
24 DAYS TO HIDAYAH A.K.A SELENGER BACEN. NO.3 && BLOOD SISTER NO.2 && BLURR SOTONG NO.3!29.ApRiL.1994:SITI NUR HIDAYAH
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Last heartbreak@7:28:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
Huahuahua..Today school dismissed at 10.15 am,due to the speech day parade!haiz.Many matters happened today.today got only 4 periods bt i only brought 2 books.strange huh?actually,1 period sci while another 3 periods are D&T.huahuahua..so,during scie lesson Mrs Guru suddenly changed our places..shit siarkh!i
NEED to sit at ZACK'S place siak!WTF ryte?haiz.then zack sits on mu chair sia.then he wrote on his table FCUK!siallah..then,we the whole class are like very furious with mrs guru larhs..wat larhs she!the boys are maki-ing mrs guru..lol..LMAO!X)fark larh!then,Jian wei sat on my left side while,Zhao Ming sat on my right side,damn!then,she wasted time soo much..then the bell rang!whoo hoo!!LMAO XP.Then,D&T lesson was GEREK!~~huhuu.gerek coz we can slack larhs..huahua..then zack,zuhairi&hilmi fight sak..dunoe why ah..Hilmi so panas baran sak.zuhairi jgn ckp larh..takot sak akuu..anw,after skuel the
Blood Sisters decided to go TM Mc Donald.Then at last minute Zarifah&Farah dont wana go TM.haiz.zarifah dont wana go coz her 'kelengkang'melecet..huahuahua..farah accompany her uh.then,when 293 bus arrived i changed my mind to follow farah&ifah instead,coz the bus was like full of ppl.hidayah,was the only one who went TM.bt she met Bernice there.then, @ Mc donal we met Hilmi,Hakeem,Farhan&Gilbert.they were eating.otw,to MAC.Hakeem&Hilmi messaged..sshh..silent..then,around 11+ we went home.then,i reached home played computer straight away!phew!around,2.15 i went out to wait for 293.haiz,then around 2.40+ i reached skuel.shit.so hot sia in the hall..fans were like not enough.i ws perspiring all the way.lol.shiok sia the Speech day FUN!Congrats to all winners!they deserved that!Conrats to Kak Phatt!she won first in malay language..woo hoo!!~~
then after speech day,me&haryani went ome and board the 293 bus together gether.Haryani was like cracking many jokes on the way to interchange,people in the bus look at us sia.pai sey pai sey..huahuahua.then we asked each other many LAME questions.LMAO!k larhs tts all for today alryte?tc!(:
THE MESSAGE BELOW IS FOR DAYAH!PLS,DAYAH READ IT!*P.S:Hidayah,tadii kte same bas dgn Dadi* bler nk g skuel ngn nak balek umah.otw,nk alek umah,dyer tgk kte.dier tenung kte.kte buat bodoh.kte pikir,die nk tanye kte sesuatu tentang awk tao.so all the best
SELENGER BACEN NO.3!Blood sister no.2 all the best.i will support u till the END!okehs?kpd semua pembaca blog saye yg berbangsa melayu.better keep ur mouth shut and jgn blang bdk2 cine/jgn spread.i urge u to stop passing rumours around!.*
It's All About Trust .
Wednesday, April 4, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@6:40:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
Fark larhs!Today classes were boring!not as normal as many other days!english lesson got sum jokes..NO JOKES NO FUN!!Mr Chia do crack jokes..when comes to Malay lesson..i was as if gonna fell asleep sia..Cikgu Aziz..ckp mengantukan..terlentok sayee di buat nyer..haiz..then,CME lesson Mr Lee brought us to cmputer Lab larhs..then we listen listen liste..then Mr Lee..so the loyar buruk sak..he allow us to serve the net only until another 2 mins time when he lesson was gonna end sak..bt still BORED!then,Geo lesson,FUN FUN FUN!Mr Tan crack jokes too!then after Geo lesson go PC period larhs..then talk talk talk..Mr Sim told us to write a journal abt;3 things you like abt ur class;3 things u dislike abt ur class;1 person who has impact on u&how to ...blah blah blah..the Sin yee asked Mr Sim whether Mrs Guru is gona read what we wrote..then he saed YES!Then she was like URGH!Fark Larhs..anw,Yuning wrote that she dislikes Mrs Guru&&Mrs Guru saw it!then muka air dier berubah..haha..tk baek sey,,sayee tk sampai hatii nk tulis..haiz..tak per larhs..to my blog reader that is Non Malay sori coz i used malay words..i lazy uh..change larhs..hehes..anw,Zhao Ming&Dion are starting to know malay language!THX TO THE BOYS!urgh!WTF!anw,they kept saying Zack Zack zack!okh!Now i am gonna confess that I DONT LIKE ZACK HARRIS ABDULLAH!UNDERSTAND?NI MEN MING PAI MAH?Korang semua paham tak?Tamil no idea..blah blah..blahs.. larhs..till here alryte?
It's All About Trust .
Tuesday, April 3, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@5:39:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
LOVE....
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It's All About Trust .
Monday, April 2, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@7:46:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
Yayness!Today was gerek!bcoz my Art&Geo teacher incharge never come to school..aniwae,i was bullied by zuhairi&hakim..ish!bad larh seyy..but,me never majok[like real]!whee~~aniwae,just thinking that w/o zarifah our moods damn suck![yaya,yah&farah's]sheesh..siallah..just now was a bad day for me to..bcoz ryte..Zack go on liquid my name;for my friends that saw the incident will know;..damn sak!then i was like.shit!and i was really
FED-UP!!and Hilmi&Oli was like 'comforting' me..they were like INOCCENT!Im damn damn stupid..and and during the english lesson..girls were VERYY SILENT&didn't respond to teacher..including me who is being called as the cheerful ones..i was damn bored..and Mr Chia was asking what's the reason he wrote on the white board;many options..Ferstly:Stupid:Defiant:Shy:the others i cant remember..soriie..aniwae,as i was saying Sumanjit bravely stand up and answere girls are SHY!Then we were like yea ryte..then Mr Chia saeed that iff we are shy we would not marry sumthing like tt i guess..so we guess we arent shy..and he differenciate between demute or demuce ah..[i cnt remember]and shy..he saed that demuce/demute were kinda lady like and we thought that we arent..and he saed that most of the girls in our class were not lady like the reason is simple,lady like never use vulgarities and we do!shit!haha..aniwae,i do take that as a compliment from a teacher!and after class,we walked wiht Mr Chia[me,farah&yaya]then suddenly the question bulbed out from his mouth;i guess i'll change with Ms Rainie[dunoe the spelling]then we were like NO NO NO!Teacher,we are just moodie today,pls dont change with her.just today larh cher.we wont do it agaen..then he was like smiling all the way..and we were like;yea..ryte.. :) that's all.kk bye!
*Smiling is just a LIE!I need to confess..coz i cant bear HER to be with MY CRUSH*Fark Larhs*
It's All About Trust .
Sunday, April 1, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@9:31:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
Ive just fooled sumone!I mean not sumone..but many!hehes..and many people fooled me!early in the day was;Zarifah'Wak!Wak kt maner?Kte the whole class kn kluar kt Channel news asia tao kt main gate!cpt wak g tgk!'Sumthing like tt larhs..and tt point of tyme i was like?is this real?and i was like blurr sotong coz i dont remember tt today was April Fool Day!shit!and i was like so curious..then kak su&Kak oyah also Xtra[no hard feelings]they read the message and told me to inform my mom..and i called my mom..then i replied zarifah'okeh..kte kt luar larhs'then she replied;April fool day!'Gosh..i was like being fooled..urgh!me,my mum,and my two sister lurp were being fooled..huahuahua..maen suke lagik eh?aniwae the 2nd person was hidayah;she messaged;Awak!Bernice ckp ngn kte yg AZAn suke kte!'and in my heart was like good for you larhs..then i replied okeh..then she replied..hepi april fool day!damn!tricked!fooled!heehee..and i was fooled by my uncle too larh sey..ish!lol..aniwae,was fun being fooled w'o noticing it!heehee..i lioke.. >33 k larh seyy gtg wanna have a n early nite today!yayness!toodles..
It's All About Trust .
♥
Last heartbreak@9:06:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
Hello!Today was the laughing day becoz today,my cuzzins&my bro&I went to down Town east to go to Laughing Theraphy Session..haha..it was superb sia..aniwae,me,Kak Su&Kak Oyah took way too many pics seyy..when the laughing session ended..me&my bro followed my cuzzins to Tiong Baharu.Kak Su&her partner[Abg Ariff]&Ibu&Ucumus joined the love&romance cooking competition..Kak su cooked Sotong Percik,Ibu cooked Ikan Merah Indonesian Style!Weee~~ Nice larh seyy..Ibu won 2nd place Kak Su won 3rd place..we went home with loads of things larh seyy..they won many things..many kind of foods..Whee~~..aniwae..went home around 5.30 with Kak Su,Kak Oyah&Abg Ariff..they sent us to Pasir Ris interchange..then we took bus no.21 to go home..so now i ended up blogging here..ryte?whee~~Tired larh seyy..my bro is sleeping now..yet me?blogging and chatting..whee~~..tomoro going to blog agaen..toodles..
Me* Still thinking of you..eventhough i had much fun today*the obstacles..that really sux..*
It's All About Trust .