Thursday, May 10, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@7:31:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
I am here to just express my thoughts about this particular girl.The first time i met/knew her,she's cute,kind.We've known each other for a long time.But recently i felt that she's been avoiding me.She didn't reply any of my messages,pick up my calls,didn't answer me when i called for her,and didn't even tegur me when she saw me.I dont know what did i've done wrong towards HER.She just simply dh meluat tgk muke aku.I can sense that she really hate me now,i mean not HATE but DESPISE indeed.
I just want her to admit that she hates me.i really can sense that she hated me than anything.Every time i msg-ed her,i am just waiting for her reply.I noe i am irritating as in i kep smsing u,calling u several times.calling out for you.But,what if i am gone minutes after this,tonight,tomoro?If u dont see me tomoro at school it means that today is my end of life.Dont regret if u cant say that u hate me tonight.if i am gone in the world here after,i will be happy as i thought u love me and not hate me,and i will be waiting for ur prayers.Everytime i saw her at school i just wanna tegur her but at the look of her face i know she hate me tegur-ing her.Hey,i just wana a TRUTHFUL ANSWER FROM YOUR MOUTH PLEASE please i beg you..I just wana a reply for all my messages,a call for all my calls, a smile for all my calling.Then i will know that u still appreciate me as who am i.I just need ur response.Now,if you are reading this,and u are feeling guilty,it's u then.I am crying now as i really miss & love you.and i felt as if im not appreciated by u then.Yes,i am crying.U know what?If u hate me,i wont regret knowing/loving you.Coz u've given me everything.Love,comfort,advise,protection.But,i just need u to admit that what is the reason for u for hating/avoiding me?WHY?I need ur message tonight.I want to be alone.I felt hurt.Till here.
Hey,i need ur answer by tonight.If the answer is not given by tonight i'll treat that as the end of our friendship.I'll lost my respect,saluteness,love towards you.Thx heh for 'everything','love','protection'.
p.s:it's a girl,not a guy.It's my senior,not junior,it's my 'sister' not my brother.
Labels: hey, i am really hurt.I need comfort.
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