Thursday, July 26, 2007 ♥
Last heartbreak@5:31:00 PM
Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥
I cant stand the insults any longer.Why?Because i'm a SORE LOSERunderstand?last time,during primary school & kental times i used to be a very lembek firah.& yes indeed i was oftenly bullied by my friends.But,i tried maki-ing them back,but at that point of time i knew nothing about the four letter words till i step into secondary school,being influent.Yes.Now i have protection from my seniors.I feel safer than in primary school.Mean while in primary school,i can just rely on myself.Having friends still.No one is useful.each of us will be insulted badly by the big bulliers.kentalism okehh !Primary school.the place where i was really being bullied.I felt like dying that point of time.i was really a sore loser.I never cried when i'm being bullied,but when i've reached home,i cried as loud as i can..not bothering others around..i really wailed out !Now a days i kept reflecting my sad times being bullied.i did cried.thinking of my bad luck.why?why must i be the one who being bullied?why not others?other girls stronger than i am.Please,if i dont bother you,don't bother me.Let bygones be bygones.Now i am a stronger Firah.yes.i admit.being more active & hyper.Now my nightmare returns,being bullied again by the idiots.yes,the idiots.But,i can do nothing,just keeping quiet & let them shut bitchy & stinky & rubbish mouth of theirs(:Pathetic idiots.But,i know if i need help.there will be somebody that will always be there for me.Nana(: Eeqa(: Phat(: Suraya(: Ain(: Zulaiha(: Junaidah(: Nazrah(:Sharbina(: Mas(: Master Sery(: Dayah(: zarifah(: farah(: Iqa(:Mira(: Hidayah(: Jessica(: Aqil(: Insyirah(: Nadzirah(: Nurra(:Farahin(: & many more to mention.perhaps imissthem lots lots=(Can i be the OLD firah?
Lembek-er?merepek-er?sore loser!kental-er?ngembeng-er?i'm all that you can think about!i'm trying my best to CHANGE.no barriers & no halangan(:Labels: #Perhaps i will be more lembek-er
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