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Tuesday, September 18, 2007 ♥

Last heartbreak@5:29:00 PM

Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥

People i will be on HIATUS for awhile oke.
erm.
Final year exams is just around the corner.
Saw nana just now in the library and i was feeling high.
i was being bullied by a group of chinese gangsters.
i was otw to library after eng oral when this group of guys asked me a question that I can't hear.
luckily,Hazirah answered.
There is one chinese guy shouted at me with this kind of expression on his face >:(
wth seyhh.
i cannot hear.
The Gangster: my friend asked &*/?,then you answered 2.20.
with his both hands up,like wanna fight like that.
i was blur.
& i had this shocked expression oke.
first time seyhh.
eyh , i dont want to go to sch laaa.
slalu je kene bully.
hapuiii.
the guy who asked me the question was quite a 'nice' guy rather than his rude friend who shouted at me when i did nothing wrong.
:(
dad,mum;i don't want to go to sch.
i have this kind of behaviour.
if once i was being bullied i will keep remembering it and will think that every upper sec are like that.
i phobia laaa.
cannot take it laaa seyhh.
i am scared !
gggrrr.
HIATUS YEAH !

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007 ♥

Last heartbreak@8:14:00 PM

Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥

Boinks !
hey earthlings
oke set.
erm.
today rawking laa kan.
erm.
had the meeting for Darul Ghufran thingy.
I volunteered for it oke[:
gerek luh seyh,
erm.
so,anyone interested.come down to masjid darul ghufran & ue will see me.
25/09 & 09/10 oke people?
hee.
dpt pakai tudong doinks.
chehh,like aku suke gituk pakai tudong.
boink
tdi ade maths test bodoh.
hee.
zuhairi & hilmi made my day eyh?
oke laa.
literature was a havock oke?
bingit bodoh.
malay oke laa.
erm.
over all.today i was moody.
tk believe?
ask my close friends.
i was sulking oke?
aku tu senyum/ketawe tu ade laa.
tpi i hide those doubts behind those fake smile oke?
people,asked me abt it,
& i kept silent.
kimek !
i was searching for this particular special person.
i miss her like asdfghjkl cann?
i was thinking about her.
&saye nak awak punyer hug oke?
she saw me !
boinks.
istiqa & effah was the gerek-est
they made my day.
eventhough it was full of moodiness.
boinks.
Budi kacau aku lagi.
Zaki budak 1c & gang pon samerh oke?
phat nak hugs oke?
N--- pon nak laa kan.
people envy me bcoz me and N--- quite rapat.
they kept asking me how i can be so close to her(?)
boinks.
ape hal tanyer aku.
dh mmg rapat doinks.
must be more friendly bitches !
eyh
,
aku miss Nur Liyana Osman a.k.a N---
bole laa kann.
we have known each other for 8 only 8 months laa kan.
boink.
aku nak ambek gmbr dgn die oke?
buat kenangan.
letak friendster
bole tk N---
?
(:
hee.
people
aku nk MAMPOS ade faham?
aku passive smoker bodoh.
aku nyer migraine dh teruk oke?
aku pon skarang asyik saket dade laa ehh.
mak aku suroh g doctor aku degil.
aku takot aku ade penyakit !
boinks.
eeqa told me to consult a doctor.
& we bitched about Nazrah doink.
hee.
eyh,mmq die poser laa kan eeqa?
(:
Loves ♥

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007 ♥

Last heartbreak@5:26:00 PM

Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥

http://groups.imeem.com/dASwOnR5/video/3wxu5vxW/avril_lavigne_when_youre_gone/

always needed time on my own
I never thought I'dneed you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lieis made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss youI've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left they lie on the floor
And they smell just like youI love the things that you do
When you walk awayI count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were made for each other out here forever
I know we wereyeah, yeahhh
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

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Saturday, September 8, 2007 ♥

Last heartbreak@8:04:00 PM

Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥

I dedicate this post to Siti Nazrah bte Anuar oke?
Nazrah,kau dgr sini baek2 larh pompuan.
kau pandai2 pergi bwk adeq aku pergi Pasir Ris park tu ape hal sial?
kau nk step kau paling tue bodoohh.
ehks,walaupun aku younger than kau kan.
aku lebih matured dari kau tauu.
kau step ajeq bodoh.
walaupon kau best friend aku.
aku simpan jeq ni dlm hati aku.
pandangkan kau kwn baek aku.
kau critekan psl org laen.
kau tk sedar ape diri kau?
aku pon admit uhk aku ade ckp.
tpi please larh ehh.
kau nk maki aku ble aku complain pt
mak aku yg kau g pasir ris park dgn adeq aku & yg laen ape hal?
kau tk bertanggung jawap larh sial.
ape2 kene pt adeq aku,aku yg kene.
tk de org yg paham prasaan aku bodohh.
kau ade adeq.
tpi kau slalu tk kesah pasal die kann?
abeh ble aku gaduh dgn adeq aku,kau marah aku
sbb aku maki adeq aku.
skarang nik.
aku ckp dgn kau ehk.
kau ape sal bwk die smpai ke pasir ris?
sunplaza kn dh jauh jgk.
kau jgn nak step larh sial.
mak aku marah adeq aku bkn kau.
kau nk ckp'kte org nk have fun,bkn mcm kau'
jadi kau label aku as a boring girl kan?
ehk,tu aku tk kesah.
skrang ni.
aku tk puas hati sbb kau maki aku psl small matter.
dgr sini.
tu adeq aku !
bkn adeq kau.
klao ape2 jdi dkt die.
aku yg bertanggungjawap.
kau confirm dh lari kan?
bodoh sak.
pikir uhk babe.
i give ue time to think.
& we will solve this thing.
people & whose fault do ue think it is?
she picked up a fight with me.
Good Bye !

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Friday, September 7, 2007 ♥

Last heartbreak@8:54:00 PM

Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥

Oke set.
Today rawk hard.
In the morning,msg-ed Sha Sha(woodlands sec)
apologised for not calling her late night.
I was fcuking busy yesterday.done with my homeworks.
left with this 10.3 shit homework !
it sucks,aiseyh.wtf seyh?
consolidated watever thingy i also have not done it oke?
:(
gggrrr !
today ahd Maths extra lesson.
after the class.some stayed back & Mr sim treated us pizza woohoo !
aiseyhh.
damn yummy.
fuuuh.
still not full yet(?)
ehk,i;ve cut my fringe kehh.
after all the things.
went home with istiqa.
boarded 8 and shared some memories with her.
hey,she rawking keh. !
woohoo.
then,soccer.
aiseyh.
fun soyy.
Alimin,stop it eh dgn kau punyer 'tk ketawe pe'
ehem ehem !
& sumpah aku tk sengaje tolak kau punyer basikal !
aiseyh.
Nashmir.
the saviour for today larh ehh.
thanks ehh.
(:
Nashmir aiseyh.stop dgn kau nyer 'cntek eh kasut kau'
ahahar !
seyh uhh !
rugger.
erm,may i know who the hell are you?
you kept looking at me through out the training.
knape ehks?
hehs.
hazreen kamu cute skali !
Jasli,sorry but we need to stay apart with you.
but,don't shy shy if wanna play soccer with us oke?
Zainal,aiseyhh !
Firdaus handphone aku rawking more larh siakkk !
Nazrah mat mat tuu tk rawk okeh They are fcuking idiots keening for our attention.

Erm,you yes you.!
i need you to save me in all the troubles but indeed.
u kept ignoring me(?)
kenape ehks?
saye sumpah tk sengaje nk saketkan hari awk.
nape?
but still i know ue still cant bear being my SUPERMAN ehks?
LOL !
erm,oke i wont sms ue again oke?
and we will act as if we are strangers now.

& you,may you pass with flying colours in N'levels !
erm 3 papers down and more to go.
hope to see you next year.
i will always pray for uer success.
& i hope to meet ue very soon.
willing to see uer chubby face once again love.
imy & ily.
i simply dreamt of ue again.
ue made my day !
okee?
(:

erm,ue guess i need uer love(?)
ue are totally wrong.
i've found one replacement.
he simply rawks my smelly socks.
& i guess i will treat ue as a friend?
and maebe enemy?
but i think i should treat ue as an enemy.
worse enemy indeed yo. !

Labels: I can still stand on my own legs

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Thursday, September 6, 2007 ♥

Last heartbreak@9:16:00 PM

Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥

Sorry for not updating for quite a long time.
I was busy for preparing for Sea competition babes.
& at last i was disappointed.
I swear.
i CRIED in the bus on the way home.
Indeed,i was really angry.
but what to do,it's just my fate.
& there is some benefits behind it.
I hate when it comes to unfairness.
& favourism.
:(
aiseyh.
what a fcuking life dudes.
i hate her okehh?
she simply control everything?
and made us under her?
so what?
ue think i give a damn bloody care?
seyhh uhk.
bloody idiot.
kimakk !
she simply made me embarassed infront of everybody & simply asked me to forgive her that easily?
aiseyh !
ue think what.
i myself don't know what had came into you that made ue that bad towards me.
Good bye

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Saturday, September 1, 2007 ♥

Last heartbreak@11:11:00 PM

Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥

Just a quick post(: she's my lil angel.chehh,like understand like that.
she's my adorable niece.weehee !~ love her to bits & pieces.

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♥

Last heartbreak@8:22:00 PM

Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥

Hello[:

hehs.

Today around 9+ me and zarifah went to Khadijah's house.

hee.

gerek.

around 11 we are out of the house.

Khadijah's father sent us to east coast park.

woohoo !

Thanks ehh uncle..

Reached there.

we prepared the things.

Then we get the water bomb ready.

around 1+ Hilmi,Yi Jie,Yu ning,Jolene reached.

then Hilmi,Khadijah & me played water bomb.

we laughed,pakyed soccer

woohoo.

Hakeem,Kevin,Jia Lyn & Gilbert reached a little late.

At that point of time,BIRD shit landed on zarifah's hand & shirt.

and we go eeew !

hehs.

Mr Sim reached,

Me,Khadijah,zarifah,Yi jie & Hilmi went to the sea and get the water bombs ready again[:

aiseyh.

syiok giler.

Then,out of the blue,it was raining cat and dogs,we ran to the nearest shelter.

aiseyhh.

so sian.

we went to the macdonald and chit chatted.

When the rain had paused.

Mr Sim decided to treat us play bowling & we were like 'yessah !'

every single of us was extremely delighted.

we played & laughed & pushed around.

went to the beach again

chit chatted,

Mr Sim treated us snacks & macdonald.

aiseyh,

thanks ehh.

Me,Khadijah,Zarifah,Jolene,Yi jie,Hilmi & Hakeem played captain ball,soccer & some other silly games

we pushed around and held hands

woohoo !

aiseyh..

we had lots of fun today.

it was so damn tiring but it was uber super great times.

we went home earlier than others.

Hilmi,Hakeem & yi jie wanna tagged along too.

bade farewell.

[: we laughed while walking to the far far far bus stop

aiseyhh.

the boys were damn kekek.

we laughed and joked & pushed & fell(?)

aiseyh,

i was paiseyh

while we were walking up the over head bridge's staircase i fell and my to hurted.

& same goes to Hilmi too.

ahahar.

Hakeem was bad indeed

aiyohh,

in the bus we insulted & hurted each other.

Hakeem & Hilmi tried to take my picture

boohoo

tk boleh larh seyhh

ahaha.

it was uber fun

aiseyh

more fun times alright?

mwahs.

i love you all larh seyh.

only the 11 of us & a TEACHER !

hehs

syiok kan??

ababa.

we are all in this together 12 people 1 great time

♥♥♥

i took picture wiht my both laogongs

this is not the only 2 laogongs i have more.

play timer seyh

ahahar

LAME !

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