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Monday, October 29, 2007 ♥

Last heartbreak@10:17:00 PM

Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥

Hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Want To Know Something ?
yesterday i went to cik minah's house in the morning till afternoon.
right after that kak jad,mummy mona,ayong&ngah came to my house.
while we were waiting for ayong,irfan&zara . my mum told me to gave my neighbour
basket.
so i went to my neighbour as she just came home from market.
i approached her and handed her the basket.
she opened her gate and whoosh came out her fierce adopted dog.
the dog chased me and i took back the basket and ran to my house again
mummy mona sat near the door ,her reactions were funny.
she was like oushing away the dog but still the dog was outside my gate and went away.
and mummy mona was like shouting "eyh eyh .. pergi2 !!"
hahs.
i jumped like grasshoper sahh
floot floot floot
ngah was like
"ah ah ah !!"
kak jad was kiasu
she was sitting on my rocking chair
and she want to turn around suddenly the rocking chair fell sideways and nearly hit ngah
kak jad fell and "booom!"
i was paiseyh siaaa
my aunties,cousin & family laughed.
my neighbour said " luckily firah ran fast"
grrrr !
they kept talking about it again and again
till ayong came
we laughed like ass holes.
hahaha
kak jad & me lughed the rabaq-est
hahs !
i dont want to be biten again
hahs.
today had profiency test
it was okee laaaaaaaaaa
hahs
met new friends today
Nicky & bla3.
isk ! you rawk laa boyy !
thankyou babeee !
;DDD
see you tomorrow loves;
wednesday jalan rayeeeeeeeee okeee ?
:]

It's All About Trust .

Saturday, October 27, 2007 ♥

Last heartbreak@12:38:00 PM

Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥

Hello .

Hahs .

great times with 1H-ians

Thanks a million classmates for the times we had together .

happiness & kekekness in our class.

we are nauhgty hooligans . so? does it make a difference ?

we will stay together oke ?

to the 8 of 1H-ian that would be transfered to NA.

i feel sorry for you all.

we are together for almost a year .

and i felt like as if a knife had stabbed my heart .

pain tauu.

and i dont want CZM to be transfered to NA.

kan kan kan 1H-ian ?

all of us love im(sort of as a friend)

he made our days by his lame jokes and made our class atmosphere comfortable to study in

eventhough his a lame ass & irritating?

hahs .

people !

i will miss you all dearly ((:

mwahs .

kiss kiss .

good bye girlfriends & boyfriends .

hope till we meet next year .

i hope .

_________________________

fcuktard.i hate when it comes to favourism .

fcuk sial .

cant you see that i hate people pilih kasih.

fcuk you laa hoii.

daa obvious bodohh

_________________

haixs.

akuu miss cousin sbelah mak .

aww , i miss the moments when we are still lil girls and boys.

abg abg smue daa ns/keje nak kahwin ,

kakak kakak pulak daa keje/nk kahwin & etc.

whoa ! and left only the 4 of us .

me,jun,sufiyan & azim .

sec 1 laa hoii !

and left with other lil cousins .

hahs.

whoa .

i miss you all laa.

oke .

syg semue cousins.

i am still finding the picture of me,jun&yan soyy.

ape seyhh.

hilang sah .

aku miss bdk 1H nnt oke ? :]

2H;08

will firah be around ?

It's All About Trust .

Monday, October 22, 2007 ♥

Last heartbreak@9:05:00 PM

Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥

Hello Beautiful Earthlings .
Hahaa .
Days have been greatt laa oke ?
set tak.
hahaa .
today went for ncc sea training for proficiency test .
it was quite oke laa.
hrm , each passing days i kept thinking whether should i or shouldn't i.
haixs.
think .
hehs .
oke .
raye was great as per normal laa kann.
aww, they are sooo hot.
hehs.
my dad's workers are effing hawt.
one of them kekek laa oii.
he want my number .
dots.
yesterday went to potong pasir .
&& otw bacq kann .
there was a group of soccer guys taux .
malay plak tuh .
they sang "di pagi raya.."
sings*
suare sumbanq soyy .
hahaa .
they shouted out my name (?)
i didn't realised as we were rushing bacq home kann .
i the vehicle , i turned and smiled .
before that , while waiting i turned and shaked my head,
they looked at my like fcuk .
i laughed myself.
lol .
ketotttttttttttttttttttttttttt<33333333333
haaaa !
eyh , sayerh loser .
cry baby can be added in tooo (:

Labels: bug fat loser tu aku

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Wednesday, October 17, 2007 ♥

Last heartbreak@3:59:00 PM

Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥

Yeah.
I had a great time when school reopened today.
Met all my friends & especially classmates from SECONDARY 1H ! You all rawk laa(:
So,all like jakun .terlompat sanerh sini.
eyh , today can eat at canteen already taux.
haha.
daa tk puaserh aperh.
kk.
erm , received all the results bacq yaw.
not that disappointing laa.
Praises To God*
I passed my MATHS people
i passed.
alhamdulillah.
thanks loves for all the encouragements & guidance.
and to my precious family .
thankyou so much.
friends thanks for helping me when i need help.
especially my two laogongs Jialyn & Yu Ning.
thanks for helping.
not forgetting my Ali baba.=Geraldine.
thankyou girlfriends.
Istiqa & other best buddies.
thanks for the support.
zarifah don't easily lose hope.
i know you can do better & pass your maths as well.
haixs.
yeahh . i passed all except for science laa kann.
38/100
bayanqkan laa wahai manusie manusie sekalian .
Thanks Nana for your encouragement & advice that made me want to try even harder.
thankyou precious people.
ILY (:
yeah , the Hari Raya concert was such a great one.
thumbs up.
clap laa people.
wakakak ;D
Insyirah beeped me and asked whether i will be free tomorrow.
im not quite sure.
bcoz i gonna meet nazrah &sharbina at Tamp lib.
like lazy seyh .
haha.
mmq malas ponn.
someone got me alert.
i am kerek.
your words were harsh.
it was hard for me to swallow it and forget .
you think i'm a strong person ?
nehh.
you're absolutely wrong.
X
sayerh sensitive.
i am a loser.
can't take that harsh words.
Am I Kerek or something ?
kimek.
maaf zahir batin laa people.
khkhkh .
Man is ill.
he had fever.
and asthma attacked him again
a light one.
lucky.
get well so adeq kush ~
hehe.
people; do you think it's fair ?
lalala ~
i got nothing to say now.
but thanks for the people who had encouraged me to try harder & don't give up.
if your name is not mentioned.
sorry yerh,
hehe.
inform me laa.
haha.
oke
gtg.
bye.
takecare kawan-kawankush tercinter ~
saudare mare .
hehs .

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Tuesday, October 16, 2007 ♥

Last heartbreak@8:40:00 AM

Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥

Blablabla.
Have been staying up late this few days .
Espescially the last few days of Ramadhan .
Hrm, one time Hid & Me messaged each other till nearly Sahur .
Hahaa (:
I slept.
Hid haven't been sleeping till sahur 4+ .
Hidayah2 .
Tsk.
First Day if Raye went to Cik Minah's House laa.
as per normal laa kan ?
Then i received to greenpackets luhh .
1 from cik minah& another from Nenek laa.
kekek .
hrm, went to Mummy Mona's house after that .
didn't get to see my dearly cousins .
boohoo.
Abg hakim started teasing me .
saying that i have boyfriend .
bla3.
Kak jad kept reminding about the LOL[Lots Of love]
p.s:kak su&kak oyah remember takk ?
haha..
so 2nd day raye went to idr where laa seyh.
then cousins from both sides came to my house.
and , yesterday i went to datuks sedare-s houses.
and at night went to Sufiyan's house .
lmao .
i told Sharbina that i was at Yan's house .
Then she said ' eyh,tak nak ajak seii'
what only.
yan2.
tsk2.
today i guess will be going to KAK OYAH house !
yipeee.
wakaakka ;DD
yeahh , i received lots of green packets luhh .
Pariases To God .
oke people .
got to go now .
anything beep me alright ?
see you all tomorrow dear classmates !
mwahs.
IMY&ILY ;D

p.s:dayah,kte daa start missing ketot.do you ?
wakakakk .
& do you think dad's side rawk more or mum's side huh ?
Confirm Mum's side laa kan Dayah ?
wakakk ;
tak abes2 seyh gossip psl dad's side .
haipuikk .
dots.
takecare yerr smue.

CAMT ARI RAYE SYQSKUSH ~

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Wednesday, October 10, 2007 ♥

Last heartbreak@1:20:00 PM

Dear Sayaaaaangs ,
Firaaaah here ! ♥

Back from HIATUS yea.
erm ,so many things happened during the exams period .
ahaha . :DD
and want to tell you guys something .
I failed my maths paper 1.
wtf*
and i wasn't suprised at all when Mr Sim told the 12 of us to stay back .
and our guess was right .
it was quite unbelievable tha Amira my twinnin failed maths .
yeahh . today was maths paper 2.
hope for the best .
only certain question were not able to be answered correctly by me .
hahaaa .
oke . i had forgottens certain things that happened .
so , monday was Phat's burfday . she wanted a hug . i hugged her . whoa ! Sutri wanted a hug too .
happy 14th burfday love !
things changed this few days . idk why laa .
erm , yeahh Friendship bonds are hard to define .
but i guess we can still carry on .
people change yeahh .
Manerh nana ?
N' level daa abes ! firah nak meet nana & huda laa !
oke . so ? have been studying real late this few days . i need to pay 5 days .
i didn't fast just because of girl stuff laa .
Yesterday was the Masjid darul Ghufran thingy .
Istiqa & 1 went to TM first to buy present for Cahaya Clorets(Effah)
hahaa .
you know what ?
we bought her a card .
a so called simple card laa .
used my money while the present,used Istiqa's money.
we were like shocked when we checked the card's price.
it was $7+
wtf* seyhh .
hahaa .
mom bought me p.p card !
yess.
can msg msg msg and chit chat chot.
like real.
after the masjid darul ghufran thingy we went bbt laa .
ooh yaa.
before that I chatted with zaki in MSN.
He always go to masjid.
so we decided to meet laa.
he,solat terawih there.
but yesterday we planned(me & girlfriends)
not to solat there , as the next day(today) is maths paper .
so went back.
he msged me and asked whether i am still at the mosque .
i apologised and said next time laa.
hahaa .
sorry zaki !
(:
God willing tomorrow oke ?
tomorrow,friday,monday & tuesday not schooling yaw..
haa.
Hafiz since then have not been entertaining my msges.
haixs.
I met a new best girlfriend !
her name is Diyana (:
aww , a girl full with smiles.
such a sweet girl.
mwahs ! love ya !
;dd
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Hidayah & me regretted in certain things .
They want it . bt we avoided them.
how stupid can we be ?
aiseyh .
gala & ketot.
:(
i miss them excluding galah laa !
i miss the 2 ketots whom we met at Tamp Lib .
galah , please come back to Dayah .
and ketot please return to me laa.
we really want to meet you all badly.
want to apologise and some sort of things .
life changed since thenn.
makan tak kenyang , tidur tk lena , mandi tak basahh .
ahaha . mcm fhm .
erm , aperh eyh ? exams are officially over && we can meet them easily laa.
kate friends kann .
ahaha .
dayah kept thinking of Galah .
aiseyhh .
regret aper.
paiseyh agik ade.
there was one time , when dayah,zarifah,dijah,hashimah & me were at Tamp Lib too.
when we entered the lib.
there was a group of changkat changi boys ahh.
they were standing at the doorway.
then suddenly a quite tall malay guy walked past me ,
dayah accidentally pushed me and i hit the guy .
the guy purposely came nearer to me and hidayah pulled me back.
lala ~
wtv laa.
that was just a accident .
the boy was blushing like ****
LOL !
.regretted laa konon !
haixs.
2 days down the valley .
(:

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